Never Look Back...

30 August 2009 Assalammualaikum...... In my eyes you are strong But the truth, you are actually the weakest, In my eyes you are happy But the truth, you force yourself, In my eyes, you are laughing But the truth, it is not from the bottom of your heart, In my eyes, it is you But the truth, you try so hard to hiding your true self, So from now on, just cry when you need to cry, Just hate when you want to hate, Just yell when you want to yell Because the true you is the most important.

Iman, Naima dan Ira mengambil masa yang agak lama untuk berjumpa dengan Kirana memandangkan mereka tidak arif dengan selok belok bangunan kejuruteraan itu. Rasanya tidak elok pula kalau mereka bertanyakan orang bagaimana ingin ke bumbung bangunan tersebut. Akhirnya selepas bertungkus lumus mencari, mereka berjaya menjumpai tangga yang menuju ke bumbung. Tatkala mereka bertiga menjejakkan kaki ke atas bumbung bangunan itu, mereka terpaku melihat Kirana yang terduduk dengan kedua-dua kaki lurus ke hadapan sementara kepalanya tertunduk. “Kirana!” lantas mereka mendapatkan Kirana yang rupanya tidak sedarkan diri. “Macamana ni?!” tanya Ira yang kalut. “Bring her to clinic! Now!” Iman dan Naima cuba mengangkat Kirana. Namun, di luar jangkaan mereka, Kirana tiba-tiba tersedu-sedu menangis. Mereka terkaku di tempat masing-masing sambil menumpukan pandangan ke arah Kirana. “Ke…ke..napa…?Kenapa?” “WAAHHH!!” Iman dan Naima serentak melepaskan tangan dan menjauhkan diri dari...

27 August 2009..... Assalammualaikum..... My life principals......(more to what kind of lifestyle that I get through) 1)Will not enjoy do something if been force 2)Hate late comers 3)Just keep quiet when in a bad mood/angry with somebody 4)Will be in a bad mood if don't get enough sleep 5)Even the gap only 5 minutes, must use it for sleep 6)Don't play sport or game using foots because definitely will be the ultimate reason why the team lose badly 7)Will be happy and jump like a monkey if the internet speed is superb! 8)Don't like ladies, girls or womans who wearing a hijab as a fashion, not because they have to cover the aurah 9)Don't prefer a man who cannot advice and guide his partner about Islam manner 10)Easy to change mind in last minute/hesitate 11)Paprik is the best lauk in the world. Daisuki!! 12)Not talkative/not so friendly. Need someone to approach first, then it will become overfriendly 13)Obses with KAT-TUN, DBSK, download jkdrama, jkmusic and everythi...

25 August 2009, Assalammualaikum.... Yeah, it is fasting month now! Already day fourth? Wahh, how quickly the time flow away actually? Just in a blink of eyes, we will realize that Eid-ul-Fitr will come soon. Now.....where am I? FQA class? Ah, yeah, FQA class. It is great that I don't fell hungry as always since the Ramadhan started. Maybe I eat to much at Sahur? Seriously today Sahur....I eat too much!! Tom yam, telur bungkus, sayur kailan and ikan. All of it actually one person meal but four of us eat together and the funnier thing is, we can't finished the meal! Even it is actually for one person meal! What a waste! There is many things I want to write here but why none of them come out to my mind now? Well, I want to tell this one particular story, but if I write it here, it will consider as 'mengumpat' right? Because, yes, I want to talk bad about someone, bad bitting but I have to hold on. It is not good for health, right? When we are fasting, we have to prot...

20 August 2009.... Assalammualaikum..... Aloha!! Vanakem!! Kombawa!! Sawadikap!! And so on. The level of mood right now is . Yesterday I slept at 3 am. Finishing project report and just submit it this morning. When I already thought that I will free from any assignment (even I have to face it later), the other lecturer give the new one . I've got a test in a few minute from now. Foundation Quantitative Analysis. Well you can say it is similar with statistic. So, hope I can answer the question correctly and calm (aim to finish the test within 15 minute actually when the actually time duration is one hour and 25 minute). Because my state right now is like this . Ah, the lecturer have come. Will edit it later...

09 August 2009 Assalammualaikum........ You know, I don't know how lucky I'm to have my ibu . She is such a wonderful woman and mother. Recently I'd make her a little mad with me because of some reason but then, she still do everything just for me. That's why all her child became spoiler like me, hehehehehehe...... She buy me a broadband actually. I'm very thankful and I'm using broadband instead of university wireless right now. So, I don't have to go out from my room and can do many work in everywhere. I kind of get sore throat and a little flu. Want to go checking but right now the clinic here have lot of people. So, despite risking myself from get affected by a virus in that clinic, I have to wait first. But I hope I can recovered as soon as possible. I'm pity with my friend. She also buy a broadband for herself but don't know where is the mistake, her laptop cannot support the broadband model, only her laptop. When I try the model using my lap...