So,This is how it feel......
18 June 2009..... Assalammualaikum and good evening.... 13 June 2009, atuk kesayanganku, Hj. Muhammad bin Hashim telah kembali ke rahmatullah di Makkah. Ianya memang mengejutkan sebab masa tu aku tak expect pun semua ni, lebih-lebih ketika kitorang sedang mengerjakan umrah. Atuk memang dah lemah dah masa pergi ke sana. Sebelum dia meninggal tu, dia kena tahan dalam wad dan seterusnya dimasukkan ke dalam ICU. That's the last time I saw him. Lepas dia dihantar ke hospital, keluarga aku memang tak dapat jumpa dia lagi even my grandmother. Only my father can get through. So, dalam pukul 12 pagi waktu sana, ayah aku ketuk pintu bilik and tell me that atuk is gone. Masa tu aku masih mamai but still can heard it really clear. He say, go to his room, company my grandmother but don't tell her first about it. My father get ready to go to hospital and actually my grandma did'nt sleep at all that night. She ask my dad, 'Abik nak pergi mana?'. My dad say, 'Abik nak pergi hos...