Never Look Back...

“Are you kidding me?” Naima mahupun Ira sudah tidak berani menoleh ke belakang. Iman pula bagai cacing kepanasan di tempat duduknya. Cuma aku sahaja yang kaku memandangkan aku sedang bertentang mata dengan hantu perempuan yang sedang berdiri di belakang Naima dan Ira. Hantu perempuan itu masih juga sama, merenungku dengan tajam. Tiba-tiba aku terasa tanganku disentuh oleh seseorang. Ketika itu barulah sendi-sendi leherku dapat bergerak dan aku memandang Iman di sebelahku. Biarpun aku tahu Iman tidak mahu bertentang mata denganku, tindakannya memegang tanganku seolah-olah ingin memberikan kekuatan kepadaku. “She still standing behind us?” Naima menyoal dalam nada berbisik. Aku mengangguk perlahan. “I know it’s hard but just ask her what she want,” Iman pula bersuara kepadaku. Aku menarik nafas dalam-dalam, mengumpul keberanian yang hanya senipis kulit bawang. Sekali lagi aku membalas renungan hantu perempuan itu sebelum membuka mulut. “Saya tak kenal awak dan awak pun tak ke...

26 May 2009 Assalammualaikum and good evening.... The other day I just found my old creation of novel. So, I read it back and somehow I cannot stop laughing because me myself never satisfied each story that I wrote. Well, maybe at that time, I'm still not matured, still full with fantasy or something. But there have 5 or 6 story that I still interested to continue. Wow, just one week left, almost 8 days left. As usual, I don't prepare anything yet. None of my family already pack anything, hehehhehehe but maybe tonight I will get it start. Actually I don't have any idea what to write here. Again, one of my friend call me 'Hey, Update your blog lah!'. Did she think it is easy to do that? Hello, I'm at home now and FYI nothing interesting happen here. Hopefully something interesting will appear but have to wait first. I'm pissed about something right now but it is not important because I don't involved in it directly. I miss basketball so much. Yeah, basket...

Dua hari sudah berlalu semenjak peristiwa di bangunan klinik. Ini juga kali pertama aku bagaikan dalam penantian menunggu kemunculan hantu pelajar perempuan tersebut sedangkan sebelum ini, aku tidak pernah mengharapkan dapat melihat hantu yang sama berulang kali. Namun, mungkin benar semuanya itu hanya perasaan aku sahaja. Jadi aku merancang untuk melupakannya. Kelas aku bermula jam lapan setengah pagi setiap hari Selasa dan Khamis. Seperti biasa, aku bangkit dengan bantuan jam loceng daripada telefon bimbitku pada pukul enam pagi. Lama aku duduk di birai katil bagi menghilangkan kantuk. Kalau aku masih berbaring, pasti mata aku akan lelap semula. Teman-teman sebilikku mungkin masih lena dibuai mimpi. Nanti sahajalah aku mengejutkan mereka. Selepas hampir lima minit, barulah aku berdiri dan membuat beberapa senaman ringkas. Kemudian aku melangkah keluar bilik untuk mengambil wuduk. Di hadapan bilikku terdapat dua bangku yang sememangnya sudah sedia ada untuk kegunaan sesiapa ...

21 May 2009... Assalammualaikum and good morning.... Again...again...again...again....and again!!! Another great performance from my Jin. Murasaki is his old solo song. Compose by himself and I first and last hear it is at Koizokuban Concert which is in year 2005 and then I can hear it now!! He sing with the members one by one. Fans going crazy especially at AKAME part. I cannot hear Jin and Kame voice at all. And the funny part is with Nakamaru. Jin like to tease him and it funny to watch the hand movement! So, let watch if you interested... Love him more by now. I thought he will choose Care or Pinky but Murasaki is not bad. Furthermore that is the song that he compose. Usually he just credit in lyrics.

“I can see a ghosts,” Setahun yang lepas, aku memberanikan diri memberitahu tiga rakanku mengenai rahsia yang sudah lama aku pendam selama ini. Aku bukannya hendak menakutkan mereka cuma mereka terlalu mendesak apabila sering kali melihat kelakuan aku yang serba tidak kena pada sesuatu masa. Iman, Naima dan Ira yang mendengar ketika itu terdiam seribu bahasa. Reaksi apa lagi yang aku jangkakan selain daripada itu. Hampir setengah minit kemudian, barulah mereka bertiga membuka mulut dan meminta aku memberi penjelasan daripada awal sehinggalah ke akhir. Jadi, aku tidak membuang masa lalu terus bercerita mengenainya. Sangkaku, mereka bertiga tidak akan berkawan lagi dengan aku. Iyalah, aku boleh lihat sesuatu yang mereka tidak boleh lihat dan semestinya mereka akan sentiasa bertanya-tanya tentang ‘benda’ itu apabila bersama aku. Apabila aku mengatakan aku tidak kisah jika mereka tidak mahu lagi bersama aku, mereka bertiga mengetuk kepala aku bergilir-gilir. Sudahlah gun...

20 May 2009... Assalammualaikum and good morning.... Another fancams of Jin performance. You know, I can't stop it. I just love him so much and everything about him make me overly excited. Yesteday Jin is the one who choose the medley for member corner. He choose Le ciel, Murasaki, Six Sense and Love or Like. Many fans satisfied with Kat-Tun performance for yesterday concert. I always get their info here http://community.livejournal.com/kattunlove To the video..... Fantastic!!!!!! Ok, what I'm doing today? Nothing actually. I just wrote some story that can be upload here. My own novel. Write just for fun. So, please looking forward for it. You know what, I can't help it. Everytime I want to write a novel, I always want to choose my own name and I will include my friends roll in it. I don't know why. But please, I don't mean no harm. I just use my own name. So it doesn't mean nothing. And about my friends name, I think they will understand it if I use it. Sleepy ...

16 May 2009.... Assalammualaikum and good afternoon..... Today, I with my family went out to buy some stuff and see some lamp and furniture. Wow, there are so many kind of lamp and many of them is so beautiful! So, I can't stop my hand from snap a pictures from that shop. Let see some.... I like this lamp actually... my mom want this lamp... RM 5000??!! O_o! Also like this lamp because have Japan element... Black and White is wonderful.. Random lamp.... Looks luxury And here is some of furniture. I cannot take much picture because my friends call me at this time. I prefer this kind of sofa but my mom hate it! Some of diner table... My mom want this... My dad... Diner table with 8 seats.... Flower picture at some diner table....beautiful... Uwahhh!!! I really loves the lamp! Absolutely gorgeous! Ok, now, let see my Jin!! Awesome!! Love him more...more....more....and more!!! Ok, wassalam!